- am i lovely
- am i worth it
i cannot go to "adam" to answer my question. God needs to be the one to answer them first. i need to be comfortable in the answers God gives me before i am able to have a complete wonderful relationship with my "adam".
right now, i'm definitely not ready for a boyfriend. i'm not ready because i havn't spent time asking God to answer my question. When i think of God telling me i'm beautiful, i don't see it. i don't get what He sees in me. how does He see me as beautiful. I need to accept what God sees in me before i can have a relationship with a guy. I should not be going to a guy for the answers to my questions. i need to seek that from God first, then i can have a relationship with a guy.
so now, i'm going to work on being content with the relationship i have with David. i'm going to work on accepting the fact i'm not ready for a relationship.
